I dont know if this can work anymore. I feel partially dead and i've given up.

Every day, i've been trying my best. But, what do i get in return.

Every time. I.... don't know lah.

Maybe i'm just being petty :(

Sometimes, no, i mean...

Everytime you do this i feel damn frustrated and tired. 

okay. stop it. i shall post another happy post now. before i drown in my own complaints and agony.

SNSD BEFORE.

And, After!

So different aye! Amazed me how much plastic can do to someone :)

SS sucked for me cause i'm damn stupid. seriously. should just die. IDIOT. hope i can still get good marks.

Chemistry was such a careless shit. Dont know what was wrong with me during SS and Chem. :(

I don't think i can make it to JC anymore :(

But i still wanna try. My best. For Geog and Physics. MUST. heee.

I've fallen in love with someone not worthy. How. 

Go and die lah. O levels still say such crap.

I miss going out after church last time. Wish it'll come sooner. :(

Today is such a sad day.

Anw. Happy belated Birthday Neville Chia. 17(magazine) already.

Jane's Birthday in 3 days.

I've been recieving many 'good luck' messages last week and this week. Thank you very much all! :)

I think due to O levels, I've been talking more and more crap than i usually do. You can imagine how bad that is huh!

Sorry Wenqi if i ignored you when we walked home together today because i was really too depressed about my stupid careless mistakes to say anything.

But, really, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE ONE LOR. haha. joking. Love you ttm. Haa.

4 more papers to end of Olevels. My whole life is about O levels now. DAPIAN.

I am so excited. Wish that Yeening will want to go to SuperJunior's super show at Thailand ard Nov/Dec so that i also can go.

HA. So many things to do after O levels. I see alot of people type what they want to do after olevels.

But i won't write lah. Later people sure stalk me one. Like i'm rose like that. Okay. you see what i mean by the i-talk-alot-of-crap syndrome thing.

Okay lah. Buai buai already lahh. 

Lastly, I hope your papers been fine :(

I think I've fallen in love with old songs.

6 more papers to go. :)

Hello. Math paper so scary. BYE.

100th post.(i know very little.)

SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT IM NOT GOING USE COMPUTER. 

I AM HAVING SEVERE HEADACHE FROM MY OWN GREEDINESS. 

I went to Macdonalds with Wenqi, Junhao and Eugene today and i got greedy. 

You know, when you buy one cup of coffee, you can refill how many times they also don't care?

I drank two cups and I felt like i just drank liquor or something. I feel so drowsy and i felt that i could faint. 

Somemore, I had Science practical. 

I felt that it was okay though. Some things wrong. But, okay. 

I was so damn it scared and i almost could feel myself shivering from fear. YIKES. Haven't had such a feeling in a looooonnnnggggg time already. I was just so glad that I got over it. I just hope that i would not be so greedy and get through my other papers just as well. I felt so nervous and I felt like beating someone up.(I get violent when I am nervous.) 

OKAYYYYYY. TIME TO GO AND STUDY. 

ANYWAY TODAY IS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY SO.... 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMMMMMYYYYYY!!!!!

(got a wallet, self-zhnged card holder and handmade braclets for her!)

Bye. I will not go online until o levels is over. I think. Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

SOBIIXXXXXX. 

I still love Sungmin............

I'm so going to get addicted to Korean and Taiwanese Drama again after O levels cause my mother says she won't care then! YESSS AHHHH!!!!!!!!! hehe so cool!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

TOMORROW IS SCIENCE OLVL PRACTICAL. 

I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY.

On a lighter note, Good Luck everyone :) 

*ICANDOIT,ICANDOIT,ICANDOIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!*