Everytime i sit at my table, looking up, all i think is you. I feel so insecure about myself. Once, I talked to Eugene Foo about our families, I realised, mine wasn't as bad as i always thought. There were worse, too. :( Besides have all this, I thought nothing else will come. But, who knows. One word : TIRED. Super heavy eyebags :(

FINE, HOW MUCH? $1 for one word is totally ridiculous right estella!?

Today was so fun in school. TOTALLY.

During english we learn about reading again. And we had to pronounce the words out loud and if other class hears us, we'll sound like a total retard. And Mdm Noreha showed us this clip, quite cool and meaningful one. Wait ah i show you. 

SO MEANINGFOOL! Love it ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHA COOLIIEX!

Then was chinese and it was damn it boring as usually(haha usually). I got 100 for ting xie(chinese spelling)!!!!!! WTHBHBLOLPS! Farniie like my butt. And we did zuo ye (workbook exercise) and the two idiots beside me tried to kopi(CORPEE) and I didn't let then they say i sell fish. Wah lao, I sell prawns one lor! AHAHHAHAHA. Then I tried to do jian bao(newspaper cutting) but the topic was what was my opinion of the school rules (about the cannot go shopping malls wearing school u that one) and I had to think carefully not to offend the school cause I only can think of offensive stuff to write. 

Then it was Fnn and was suppose to pass up research but everyone haven't do finish. REALLY IS EVERYONE. Like most got either 1, 2 or 3 pages but some got like 5 or 6 lah. BUT WE SUPPOSE TO DO 10 BY TODAY ONE SIA. AHHAHAHAAAA. Totally cool so we had Mdm humaiyah shouting and shouting and I really worry for my ears and her throat. 

Recess was cooliiex man, cause i got a splitting headache and the usual drama and movies in the canteen really cheered me up and cured my headache(just joking). Sat with June and Wendy and realised amanda didn't come school. 

Then was maths. Mr L is so farniie that i can LMAO <---- HAHAHAHA. Totally. I think he's really like khairul. n. I dont know why also. BUT STILL. He is as lame as the uncle in hospital that cannot walk. And he keeps shouting when everyone is silent, scaring the wits out of me, even though no one really noticed. HAHAHAHA. I'm like steel woman when i have a tofu heart :D:D:D:D:D:D. 

Chem was funny and i failed my test. 12/30 :(:(:( Sad sad sobbiiex sobbiiex. Anyway, there was this teacher who came in to see through our lesson and his name is Mr vinodgh? I really don't know. HAHA. I'm sorry but he really looked like a kingkong. HAHAHAHA. He just sat there and watch the back of my head cause he was sitting behind me. HAHA. Totally. MACHI! I want to marry your daughter. Okay, that was random. 

After school i fainted. Just joking. I came home and my mother was make dumplings so i helped her and I decided to make all kinds of different shapes. I felt like a chef cause i also take FNN. hahah. PS. Haiish. Then i bathed and played boxhead. If you wanna play too, you can go, www.y8.com and search for boxhead. Damn scary one. HA. 

I just ate orange and passion fruit. Passion fruit fruit, i mean the fruit lah, IS DAMN IT DISGUSTING. SERIOUSLY. I think i have to vomit now. EWW WTH LAH. EWW EWW EWW. PUI. hahahahhaah. don't ever try it. Its like got the seed which i don't even know can swallow anot and its not like the bubble tea passion fruit. Its like passion fruit juice mixed with grass taste(not that i taste grass before, but i smelt them before). EWW WHAT THE HECK. Don't try ah, DONT AH.

Malicious.

I LOVE TO **** *** so i shall go to the toilet cause no one can fine me there. HA!

Decisions like these are hard to make, so i'll just say no to everything. Who ask you to end it right then, right there?

Sorry that time wrong :):):):)

ciaos i'm off to school.

Episode 1 : Recession? Mortgage?

Episode 2 : Chope

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I think i'm really stupid cause i did so much. People who does so little gets credit. But, probably nobody gets it, feels it and even care. You and I both suck. Suck like straws.

你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
李玖哲 - 不,完美
後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

TODAY'S KINDA FUN. I still like actioning to jin hang during maths lessons cause i learnt in tuition already. HAHA. Stew pig(siewho?!?)

TOTALLY SPIES JUST TOTALLY SPICE MY DAY UP!

huai not down?

Since my photos fail me, I shall,

WISH EUGENE FOO YONG AN HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!!

Even though you always say 'yen ah yen' and scolding vulgarities at me. I shall forgive you. AND I'm not you freaking da jie lah. Okay, maybe i should say EVERYONE is not your boss or da jie. haha. ERM. Have more self-confidence okay. I LOVE YOU!<<<>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJx6MpBdA90

説好的幸福呢(魔杰座) - 周杰倫

妳的回話凌亂著　在這個時刻
ni de hui hua ling luan zhe, zai zhe ge shi ke 

我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了
wo xiang qi pen quan pang de bai ge, tian mi san luo le

情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛妳呢
qing xu mo ming de la che, wo hai ai ni ne

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了
er ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge, jia zhuang mei shi le

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇
shi jian guo le, zou le, ai qing mian lin xuan ze

妳冷了　倦了　我哭了
ni leng le, juan le, wo ku le

離開時的不快樂　妳用卡片手寫著
li kai shi de bu kuai le, ni yong ka pian shou xie zhe

有些愛只給到這真的痛了
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le

怎麼了　妳累了　說好的　幸福呢
zen me le, ni lei le, shuo hao de, xing fu ne

我懂了　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了
wo dong le, bu shuo le, ai dan le, meng yuan le

開心與不開心　一一細數著　妳再不捨
kai xin yu bu kai xin, yi yi xi shu zhe, ni zai bu she

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得
na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke, wo dou hai ji de

妳不等了　說好的　幸福呢
ni bu deng le, shuo hao de, xing fu ne

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了
wo cuo le, lei gan le, fang shou le, hou hui le

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe, yao zen me ting ne

Thanks for the valentines presents and I know there'll be more to come (cause got my church friends *screams!!!*) Haha, but maybe not too. 

Clifton, my girlfriend, gave me a fake sunflower and told me to not sniff it or put under the sun. Ya, I'll try to remember okay! And, he gave me this notebook journal thing, I'll use it when i find something to write! Ya, and i bought this white shirt for him. Quite plain but cool sia!! to me lah, at least. And, i bought this luminious orange cap for him so that he won't get banged down by the car when he's crossing the road at night. I'll upload the photos when I got the time.

Wenqi, my bestie!, I bought for her one pouch cause she wanted it like eons ago and I came upon a very cheap one!!!!! So i bought it for her. Its almost, I say almost hor, cause its more expensive, the same price as a cup of bubble tea and an ice cream cone. So, I asked her to buy those two as presents for me. I'm such a easily contented person man. 

Ya, thats all actually. I bought like three packets of heart shaped sweet and wrapped it up in this transparent wrapping plastic with designs which was expensive. And i decided to give to anyone i see tomorrow, and i want to give one lah. HAHA. 

My blog has no pictures lah, so i shall go and search for Robert Pattinson's photos online and post it up. As well as xiah junsu, june's craze.

Xiah JunSu.

Robert!!

Totally cool stuff.

A few good things happening to me.

1) I got 19.5/25 for geography test :) :D :P :X !!!

2) I tried to do all my homework religiously this few days!!! 

3) I did valentines day card for a few people and know that they'll appreciate.

4) I tag on Calvin low's blog. (help he promote lah.) --> www.calvinsideandout.blogspot.com

His URL quite creative sia sia sia. I LOVE CALVIN LOW YEW TONG!!!

5) I didn't get caught or scolded when all my school socks were washing and I had to wear a pink ankle socks to school!!

6) I'm going to buy V day present for Clifton, birthday present for Eugene and probably I'll buy for ning ning, cheng cheng and qi qi if i got the money. (SHOW ME THE MONEY!!! $.$)

A few bad things happening to me :(

1) I got 10/27 for my mensuration test.(MATHS LAH)

Okay, can't think of anymore.

Today.

Today, there was school as usual.(haiish) I did my physics homework leh!!!! :) Okay, then P.E. got to enjoy aircon. Then got geography, Mrs Lee so scary. Don't know what she thinking all the time so she seems like she's gonna pounce on you any moment. Then got chinese and Luan Lao Shi agrees that I'm very clever when I told her its very rare to have such a clever student like me in her class. Then is recess so fun. Every recess like watching free movie like that. Even though I spent more than I planned. WANTED TO SAVE ONE LOR! Then is maths, Mr L so funny every day besides when he's angry and the marker ink kena his shirt than he said the four letter word. Is love lah what you thinking. okay. Then is SFL. Finally come to the main point!!! Haha. We had this sexuality talk (so nice for what. Sex talk lah.) Then got this three instructor and facilitators. And One was indian woman, one was indian/malay man and lastly, Glenn was there too. I know why I say until like he's my friend but still. He's from church that one. I never talk to him before that one. But he look very pretty boy that one. Ya! The Felicia(?) brother that one!!! How you know sia? Okay, then I didn't dare to say hi to him cause i don't know him so i just keep avoiding his gaze. (wahh gaze leh). And the weird thing is the indian woman (instructor) was saying these penis and vagina stuff and it was so embarrassing with guys around like so weird right? YA! Aiya, maybe cause I know him but i don't know him. HAHA. Okay.

Okay lastly, Its 7.02pm and i don't know whether I want to watch show anot i think i just go and die. I mean bathe cause i'm icky and sweaty AGAIN. After my sleep without fan or aircon :D. After i bathe, I'm going to wear my oh so cute dress pj with piyo's photo on it. And its new year pj so its new so fun and cool can't wait to wear it sia la. Then I'm gonna check if i got somemore homework. Oh i remember one is to paste the newspaper cutting to the jian bao book! Okay lah i go and see. Then if got homework do homework, if don't have then i pack my bag for tomorrow, do quiet time, do somemore v day's card, go rob a bank, wash up, watch nine o clock show， 未來不是夢. (Don't know why is fan ti zhi but don't care.) And then i'll probably go and sleep early cause i don't want any eyebags or else must carry very heavy. LAME LA. Why can't we have teabags? STOP IT LAH EUNICE TWL. Okay. Then hor. Tomorrow got school again and T.G.I.F!!!! F.Y.I, if you don't know what's T.G.I.F, Its thank god its friday. And if you don't know what's F.Y.I, its for your info. So cool right. Okay see ya buhbye.\

Pictures of piyo but look a bit like only cause my pj's piyo's forehead not so high.

Video of 25 minutes!! :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buxvmQ90Y2M

I've given up and i don't know what to do. Sometimes, i don't know how to answer people's questions anymore. Perhaps, I should just admit and stop trying so hard to be hiding behind say 'no' and 'I don't know', adding a smile with that. I'm trying so hard to keep it all to myself, cause it'll definitely sound stupid if i tell others. Anyway, what difference will it make? I think i don't know anymore, I'm just such an idiotic fickle-minded retarded person that whatever i do or say doesn't cause any impact on anyone. People don't care. Even if some cared, I don't feel any change. Cause it is worthless. Why would anyone want to talk me out of this? I feel like drowning and just die.